I’ve just sent it.

I can’t breathe. I’m freaking out. It’s one of those life changing moments that I hope will go well. There can only be one answer, and whatever that decision may be will basically decide the rest of my life. It will change the route of my life now, although whether it is good or not, I’ll never know because it’s hard to imagine how my life could have been different. It is also a waste of time (and sometimes painful) to do so.

I write this post to remind myself of how important it is that I take control of my life. My fate is in my hands, my life paved by the decisions I make and the events that affect me. I hope for a good result, I hope for good things to happen, I hope for strength to push through the bad things. Live life live life.

keep on life's journey

I’ve found her

but i’ve not found out anything. i don’t know how she’s doing. i don’t know what’s going on with her life. i don’t know how she looks like now. i fear that it’s at that point where i might not even recognize her anymore, or worse, she might not recognize me either. it’s been more than 3 years, it’s been too long.

=,(

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(__________)

i know nothing.

随便一杯酒 ,随便的温柔
让我不想再回头, 明明这里就是天堂的入口
你爱过没有, 压痛着胸口
却始终还不放手, 明明已是尽头编想着以后

说时依旧,随波逐流
青春依旧是羊入虎口,找到没有
温暖你的双手,天堂在天堂梦里头

说时依旧,随波逐流
归来依旧因为沉默从来不松口,找到没有
温暖你的双手,天堂在天堂梦里头

随便一杯酒,随便的温柔
洗涤尘缘的污垢,明明这里就是天堂的缺口

Pink

An incredible performance by Pink at the 52nd Annual Grammy Awards, 31st Jan 2010.

I’ve also seen an even more amazing one by Pink, but can’t find the really good version one. but just imagine it. She sang it all live as well, which makes her that much more brilliant. MTV VMA Awards, 13 Sep 2009.

One of the greatest performers who are not just singers, but true artists.

End of Jan

It’s definitely so nice and easy that exams are over already. Always a great feeling and you straightaway just feel the burden lift off your shoulder. I’ve just been running around manchester like crazy since then, cuz i’ve been confined in my flat for toooo long. Spent a whole day on Wednesday tree planting! yes tree planting! I find it really fun, its volunteering, related to my course and I don’t have to deal with people as much.

Tree planting at Painswick Park which is just outside the Manchester Airport which meant a one hour++ bus ride there and back. huhu. The day was great for the trees cuz they need the cold weather so that moisture from the roots don’t just vaporise and leave the tree to die. So basically, it was cold, foggy and gloomy, perfect for trees but not so much for human beings =S. hehe. Anyway because of the weather instead of the 15 volunteers expected only 3 showed up, including me! oh so terrible. which means more work, less chance to slack. But it’s ok, everybody was nice, and even though I came back with a terrible pain on my back from bending over so much shoveling and digging, it was a really good experience as always.

we planted over 100 trees in 4hrs! seriously =)

Wednesday didn’t end there, we had a volleyball match against University of Chester and we beat them! wahahaha. I think we’re gonna be in quarters now or something, let’s hope. Wednesday was definitely a good day to end exams instead of the ang mohs with their drinking and watever. My own special way to celebrate (as well as eating junk and watching shows). I’ve been having a pretty sore body for the rest of the week because of the sudden activeness tho. hehe

Thursday was grocery shopping at faraway Asda. Nice huge supermarket, so i spent ages just going thru each aisle slowly and intricately. At the end of it, after putting all my stuff on the cashier and getting ready to pay, I realize I lost my bus pass and my debit card!! OMG. damn terrible. The next 15mins was just me frantically going thru each aisle again and finally going to lost and found and thank god someone had brought it in! Apart from not being able to get back if I didnt have my bus pass, (walking would’ve just been like half hour) I didnt have any money at all to buy all the things that I spent ages finding and picking! =S I really have to be more careful.

Then friday was spent buying some last minute baking things and presents and then baking for people’s birthdays. Can just see my money fly fly away. So easy to use card to pay for everything, you don’t feel it. But when you see the bank statement (online), snif snifff. Hehe. But baking was loads fun and soo much better than the last time, yay!

red velvet cupcakes, yumm

Beautiful

the wings are actually cuuurrrlling~

wow.

www.treehugger.com

and

found this through an amazing blogger

so *sob* be-you-tea-full >choke<

you can tell i’m really ready for my exams tmrw and the day after.

well hopefully.